| I'm glad I don't live any farther North. It's way too dark here most of the time as it is. It must really suck up there~
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I think this dress is a bit loose now. I'll have to get it taken in.
I'll get them all taken in. | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment   |
| It's nice to have servants to dress up the baby in all her new dresses so I can see them. Apparently some of them are pretty tricky to get on. Oh well, that is their job~
They do look quite nice on her too. It's too bad her hair's so short though. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| Those dresses do look quite nice on Anne. Just like she's a little lady. I hear they are really difficult to get her in but that's not my job now is it~
Even Lord Henry said she looks lovely though I think he might just be saying that because of her name.
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...he's not looking very good already and winter hasn't even really started. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| Someone said that we're expecting some merchants to stop by soon. They'd better come, I haven't done any shopping in ages. I definitely need to get some new things.
And maybe I'll buy some Festival gifts while I'm at it~ | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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Only a couple of weeks now.
I swear to the Dragons this one better not be late. | | comments: Leave a comment |
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Thirty. That's so old. So much of my life is already over...
Once I have this baby, I need to be done. I don't care if it's a boy or a girl, I'll have done my job. Time for something else. I don't know what but something new. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| Apparently I'm going to have a birthday party, lucky me~ And now they want me to decide things like food and decorations and all that. Because I'm not already exhausted enough.
And the best present is still a month away. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| Joy of joys~
I have to stop wearing all my rings because now my fingers are becoming swollen. I wouldn't want to get any of them stuck on, after all. No, no, no~
This includes my wedding ring. Too bad everyone here doesn't need to see it to know anything. Everyone treats you so much differently, just because of one band of metal. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| Why do all the exciting things seem to happen in other countries? Trips on boats and parties for the king...all Korin gets is snow and lots of sun. We don't even have a proper king or queen, no matter what some people want to say~
Even parties here aren't that exciting any more. It's always the same people. Not to mention I can't really do much partying anymore. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| I can't believe I have three more months of this left. It's so not fair. Why on Eire does it have to take so long?
Edward bought this new toy drum for Carenth. Everywhere I go, I hear him banging it now. It gives me such a headache. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| Well, look who it is~ My favourite merchant, Ali Hakim.
Too bad any fabric I buy for him would have to be saved or it would be wasted. But there's many other shiny things to get. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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I'm so sick of hearing how much I should want to be a mother. Is it so bad not to? They'd probably say it is.
It's just not me. I don't even know who me is though. I used to.
And I'm so sick of pretending that everything is fine. | | comments: Leave a comment |
| One good thing about this fun situation: it's an excuse to buy some new dresses~ Not that I really need one.
Just as long as anything I get can be taken in afterwards. This time I'll | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
| Sometimes I don't know whether I should just enjoy the attention or scream at them all. I've done this before, you'd think they'd remember that and stop bothering me.
It's just a baby, they're not that exciting.
Trust me~ | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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They say the second time is supposed to be easier. They say that this time will be different. They say that it will all be wonderful and happy and full of rainbows this time! They say, they say, they say...
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I say it will be better this time.
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So, other than card games and bandits, is there anything interesting going on in these things? | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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Could you do me a favour? Pretty please?~
I have news I want to share with my dear family, but sadly they don't seem to be paying much attention to me lately. | | comments: 1 comment or Leave a comment |
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